One song, about a girl.

The Wanted Part 1

2011-02-25T05:30:00.001-08:00

The 20th of February is definitely the best day of my life, hands down and let me tell you why. I found out about The Wanted around November last year. I went for a karaoke with some of my cousins and saw All Time Low - The Wanted. Deanna and I thought it's the band All Time Low with a song called The Wanted, so we're both like heeeeyyy new song :3 But it turned out to be a band called The Wanted with a song All Time Low, so we're both like whhaattt? Then days later, Athirah got back from UK and told Hannah about The Wanted on facebook. I creepily stalked them lulz and I was like heeeyy I know those lads, so I give The Wanted another listen and fell in love.

K sooooo, months passed by and it was January. One day, The Wanted tweeted about coming to Singapore. I WAS LIKE WHAT SINGAPORE WHY NOT MALAYSIA ARGH NO MY LIFE IS RUINED. Told Athirah about it and we were planning to go to Singapore just for them, but then I found a TW Singapore team on twitter and asked them 'Do you think The Wanted will come to Malaysia as well?' with HIGH hopes. And I got 'yes, Tom tweeted it' for a reply. When I saw that I was literally screaming, jumping, crying, trolling, laughing and all that crap. So I stalked Tom's twitter and scroll down till I found the tweet, he said they'll probably come down from 16th till 26th of Feb I think, they didn't stay that long though ): So, Athirah and I emailed the UMM people and this and that. Lol, later that night I tweeted @thewantedmusic AND I GOT A REPLY AHHH.

I know the tweet seems rude but I really didn't expect a reply at all. LOL

So blah weeks passed by then Athirah found out that the boys are coming on the 20th! I was like yay then I found out it was on a Sunday so I was like nay. It's pretty impossible for me to go to KL on school night. I mean, YOU MAD? We have school the next day. Ahh, I can't miss school for a concert. Well, I totally would but my parents will totally kill me. So, basically Athirah and I planned that we'll just win some tickets and figure out the rest later and I found @TWMalaysia on the same day (: But problems were solved when Athirah's Dad said that he'll drive us there. SO I OWE HIM OF COURSE. Thank you, uncle. Lulz. Then I found out about the Advertlets competition, I was like uhh there's no way i'm joining this. I'm too lazy to ask people. So I was like Kbye. Basically, I was trying to win from Mjuice and also from Hitz.fm but I decided to join so I could win some showcase passes.

And days went by and we got no tickets but we didn't give up. Athirah, Aida, Deanna and I spent so much time listening to the radio so we can win the tickets. So on wednesday, Deanna and I were trying to win the tickets since we were together so we decided to take a video of us calling hitz and such. We lost so we both looked so frustrated but I decided to continue recording, to see our faces when we find out the winner. I was sooo hopping it's Athirah the blahblahblah it was AIDA. SHE WON 4 SHOWCASE PASSES. Deanna and I screamed on top of our lungs! It was crazy. We were very happy, Alhamdulillah but the problem is we need 1 more ticket for Deanna.

Then on Thursday we tried out again, of course and failed terribly. I was in the state where I couldn't give a fuck about the laser tag anymore. Now my mission is to get Deanna a showcase pass. I know, I'm so nice. Aida found out that Astro Hitz is also giving out showcase and laser tag passes so I joined obviously. I joined everything. Then I went to sleep, I was hoping that I'll win a showcase pass for Deanna from advertlets. I didn't go to school on Friday for some reason and woke up pretty early, around 9. I waited for the Advertlets results and got nothing. It was already 30 minutes past 12 and still nothing. I was literally freaking out.

I was feeling low and decided to watch some videos on youtube. That's what I do when I feel down and such, I'll watch sad videos on youtube. It was already 2pm and still no email or call from advertlets. Oh, jsyk I have my email opened on another tab and I keep refreshing it again and again. Soo, I was watching this video, can't remember what it was then I checked my email and got ONE new email. i clicked on it as fast as I could but I didn't read who's the sender, I just saw something The Wanted as the title. THEN I SAW THIS.

My reaction was WHAT THE FUCK. What the fuck is this. My whole body was spazzing and I started crying. I called Athirah and Deanna but no answer so I called Aida then she found out the she won as well and she also got a call from Mjuice that she won laser tag and showcase passes. Later that day, we found out that Athirah won as well! We were like wtf is up with today. MAJOR LAST MINUTE VICTORY. Then, I got a call from AFiqah telling me that i won laser tag and showcase passes from advertlets. I couldn't believe my ears. I just can't believe it. All my prayers were answered. I love god :3

K so this is all for now. I'll continue on the laser tag and showcase tomorrow hopefully. HAHAHHA.

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

2011-02-14T19:31:00.000-08:00

I feel like crap right now. I don't think I'll get to play laser tag with The Wanted. How sad is thattttt ): Anyway, let's just hope I'll win some tickets just to see them live. LOL, I didn't really ask people to like my comment because the top 5 really wanna meet The Wanted so who am I to crash their dreams right? So, I'll just let them win and I'll cry my heart out yay.

ANYWAYYYYYYYY, if One Direction is coming here I wouldn't give a shit about anybody. I will literally kill everyone that will try to take my dreams away from. I won't be giving any bloody chances to anyway.

Anway, I still want to PLAY LASER TAG WITH THE WANTED!!!!!!!! Ughh, I've never been to a concert by international artist, let alone meet them ): I love love love love love The Wanted so whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!! I wanna meet them for gods sake!

Bye.

ARGGGGGGGGHHHH

2011-02-14T02:44:00.001-08:00

K so the wanted is coming to Malaysia and I really want to see them and of course MEET them as well. But I don't think I'll actually get to meet them because there's no way i'm going to win the advertlets contest yadayadayada. So hopefully I'll get to see them live and die in happiness.

:/

2011-02-03T02:43:00.000-08:00

Day 3 Your views on drugs and alcohol

2011-01-19T02:43:00.000-08:00

I think doing drugs and drinking alcohols are useless. They take you nowhere. I don't really have a clear opinion on them . But I really hate it when some takes life's hard, stressed out and blahblahblah as excuses for them to use drugs and all. As if there's no other way. I'm actually disappointed with those people.

Seriously guys, there's tons of ways to find happiness.

k bye

Day 2 Where you'd like to be in 10 years

2011-01-18T02:43:00.000-08:00

In 10 years, I would like to wake up to this;

And I'll be all 'MORNINGGGG BABY';

Then, I'll go to the toilet and sees this;

O.o a little inappropriate, I know. LOLOLOL definitely not gonna happen.

Sooo, in 10 years I will be 26 oh my god, I'm turning 16 this year :/ Anyway I assume I will be done with school and probably working. I'm not so sure what I'm gonna do with my life. I'm thinking of being a pharmacist or a geologist or a historian. Lol I don't know really but I was kinda hoping by 26 I will eventually find *drumrolls* 'the one' :3 lol I made up my mind, the dude I'm marrying must have an angelic voice like Hazzaaa. HAHAHAHAH. I would love to live in the countryside with my husband(HAHA) where everything is green and the smell of fresh air. No wait, I would love to live in the countryside ABROAD. Lol, I would love to live in a pretty cottage or something like a french country-house with all that vines. SOOO pretty. HA-HA-HA.

I don't know where I'd like to be mannn. I'll just go wherever life takes me.

Look up, I look up at night.

2011-01-17T02:42:00.000-08:00

WAADDDUUUPPP EVERYONE!

just gonna do this starting today because I think I should do something to make my blog much more alive. Err yeah.

DAY 1

I'm single, obviously. I'm definitely not the type of person who even bother having a relationship. I find it rather useless and a waste of time. It's so annoying when young people tend to think that they're going to end up with the person they're dating. I mean dude. No. Just no. Anyway, single life is fun. The thing is you can change your crush everyday. Daydream about random boys. Wait, that didn't come out right. Daydream about random celebrities. Yeah, so much fun :3 But being single can lead you to isolation. You find yourself trapped in your own world until you become an anti-social. So that kinda sucks.

Honestly, this doesn't really bother me but it bothers me if Harry Styles is dating somebody else besides me. Not kewl.

That's me whenever I think about the fact that I will never see/meet One Direction and whenever I think about Harry kissing his girlfriend if he has one. Sigh.

BE MINE PLEASEEEEE.

i wanna be forever stunted

2010-12-16T02:40:00.000-08:00

HOPING FOR THE BEST BUT EXPECTING THE WORST.

I'm talking about my future husband. You know, I hope his hot and all but I know deep down, I only deserve some shitty guy. HAHAHAH whatever. I'm actually talking about pmr result. HOHO I hope for 8As but I think I'm going to get around 5 or 6? Yeah.

It's a line from a song anyway. I'm so lame.

Instead of having nightmares about pmr results, I keep having nightmares about zombies. I'm so cool.

obladi oblada life goes on brahhh

2010-12-13T02:39:00.000-08:00

I don't get it. Why do you even bother date a person when you know you won't marry him/her? JUST FOR THE FUN OF IT? I feel like puking when a person goes like "you're my only one, you're forever mine" blablablabla. Stop being so fucking stupid. You won't end up with that person forever. Go find something better to do. Like get a job. Help your mom. Clean your toilet. I don't know. JUST DO SOMETHING ELSE. GOD.

........ I should find something better to do. Sheesh.

Anyway. Go listen to Forever Young by One Direction. They're amazing.

Go listen to The Beatles as well. Because you guys are losers.

You might be a big fish fish in a small pond, doesn't mean you've won.

2010-12-10T02:39:00.000-08:00

HI. So aku decided untuk bagi post ni dlm melayu sbb aku awesome. PFT DUH? KAN AKU AWESOME KAN? Hahahh awkwardnyeee banggg. TROLOLOLOL. Eh comelkankankan homepage wordpress? Depa bagi ada like some snow thingy magigy? So mcm awesome.

Hahhah anyway, aku bet semua org tau yg aku ni obsessed dgn One Direction and aku in love dgn Zayn Malik. And as you all can see, aku tgh date zayn.

HOHOHOHO lawak kan. TETAPI AKU BARU SEDAQ BAHAWA AKU JATUH CINTA KAT HARRY STYLES. OH TUHAN AKU. HOHOHOH jom pi makan nasik kandaq. Hhahahah nasik kandang mau? HOHO tau tk aku kena google everytime aku nak ambik screenshot sbb aku slalu lupa mcm mana nk ambik screenshot kat mac. MACAM BODOH KAN. Dahla sejuta kali try tak jadi. HOHOHOHOHO

HEHOHEHEOHOHOHOH bodoh, hi. Nak ckp apa ehh. Sooo keputusan penilaian menengah rendah nak keluaq dah oiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Kalau aku tk dpt 8 A, aku nanti terjun bangunannnn. Hahahha over gila kan aku?

JADI APAKAH DIATAS?

Hahahah lawakkan?

LAMEEEE.

Blahblahblah.

2010-11-08T02:37:00.000-08:00

Don't you just envy those people who were born naturally pretty? I'm not talking about celebrities. I'm talking about real people. I wonder what kind of life do they live. I wonder what do they feel when they wake up in the morning. I wish I'm pretty. I wish I don't have huge lips and nose. And my eyes are too small for my huge nose & lips don't you think.

I blame my parents for being ugly. If they're good-looking people, I'll be good-looking as well. Not monstrous looking. Sigh. I'm not talking like just pretty, pretty. I'm talking about those people who have the perfect nose. Beautiful eyes, not just plain black eyes. Pretty lips. Nice jaw. The right shape for the face. Everything about my face is just wrong.

I've seen okay-looking people turned pretty when they're in their 20s. But the make-ups can't hide my hideous nose. My huge lips. The make-ups may make me look fairer but I'm still the ugly girl whatever happens.

Life. Is. Unfair. I have tons of problems right now but you know... I'm not here to sell my problems. So.. sup.

AWSHUMNESH.

2010-11-07T02:37:00.000-08:00

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Skins' theme song, so awesome. Best part starts at 0:52 (: I love this song, I could listen to it over and over again. Listening to it makes me so happy. I don't really like the new remix but who cares, I just love this one (Y) I love Skins, makes me wonder why am I here instead of England. I smiled, laughed, cried and all other craps just by watching Skins. I love how it's relatable though it's not exactly relatable to me because I'm a nice person :P but you know... It's not like Gossip Girl or 90210. It's about real people with real problems.
My favourite generation is the first one <3 Fuck it, why can't I be them or their friend? I love the second generation as well but they're not as awesome as the first one. I remember the first time I watched it, I was like WTH IS THIS. It's all sex, drugs and booze but then it grew on me. I can't wait for the 5th season though I'm not so excited with the cast. I really want the new generation to be as great as the first one. And god, the US' version of Skins sucks. Total rip-off. Gahh, I love Skins.

He's a reaaaaal nowhere man.

2010-11-05T02:36:00.000-07:00

Aaron Johnson as John Lennon in Nowhere Boy. SHO AWSHUM AND SHO CUTE ALOLOLOLO :3

Left 4 dead

2010-11-05T02:33:00.000-07:00

Meet Aimi & Deanna's latest addiction, Left 4 Dead 2. It's a game where you need to survive as zombies are taking over the world. I only watch them play because I'm pretty sure that I will die straight away after holding the controller.The game is pretty awesome and creepy. No wait, it's not pretty awesome. It's fucking awesome (Y) So the guy in the game named Ellis is quite hot (; And there's this sort of song in the game which is stuck in my head. It goes like this; DUN DUN DUN DUN. So awesome (Y) Gahh, I love zombies.

Zombies. Fascinating creatures. Wouldn't it be so cool if zombies take over the world?

2010-09-02T06:08:00.000-07:00

I am now using..

TUMBLR

So basically I got over blogger blogspot whatever shizznet. Mkayy bye (:

untitled.

2010-06-14T03:27:00.000-07:00

My mood-swings are pretty much killing me. I don't know why. I need to stop being emo. I feel terribly lonely for some reasons. I need someone to talk to. I should just to talk to a wall. That's better. Goodbye.

Life is life.

2010-05-27T09:59:00.000-07:00

So, I was going through some of mine, and other people's old blog posts. I realized that I have changed, in many ways. The way I write, the way I express, the way I spent my time to blog. HAHA, the way I spent my time to blog is funny because I was pretty lifeless back then and I blogged daily. What the hell, I know. And now I blogged twice or three times a month. Anyways, back to the point. My life has changed. I used to be in this clique and have so many best friends. And now, I have one. Or two or maybe three. Well, actually my best friend is obviously, Afiqah. But I know I could always count on Athirah and Shafinaz (;

Even though I don't have many best friends and I don't hang out with coolest kid anymore, I'm pretty happy with my life right now. I used to be this kid who writes emo posts and now, I barely post emo or happy posts ahahah. I manage to grow up to be a person who keeps her feelings to herself. I barely vent and express on my blog anymore. Though some may say this is expressing, I'm just saying that I grew up. If I were to express, I'll be like; Oh, I grew up, it's great to grow up. I hate her, I hate him. I love him, I love her. Blablabla. Oh well, something like that. So yeah, I'm not that mature or anything. I'm still that weird retarded kid who won't stop talking but yes, another chapter of my life has ended. And off I go with the next chapter.

Anyways, I got a B and a C for my mid-year exam. I did not work extremely hard for this exam so I'm okay with my pretty shitty results. Haha, but I improved. Usually I'll get two Bs and two Cs. SO YEAHHH. Well, goodbye for now. Laterrrr.

Blackmasking shit.

2010-05-20T07:12:00.000-07:00

So they said that Lady Gaga is blackmasking by inserting satanic massages in her songs. DUN DUN DUN. I honestly think that people are just being paranoid and don't you think if you reversed a song, it will sound creepy so your brains will interpret stuff like anti-religions and all because they were influenced by that one person who created the horrible rumor that Lady Gaga worship Satan. Maybe if THAT PERSON told you that 'stop telephoning me, I'm busy' sounds like 'I love apple' in reversed, then THAT is what you will hear because that's what your brain wanted to hear! She wears that cross thingy alright, but I don't know. Maybe she does worship Satan, who cares. I don't like her anyway.

I just need something to blog. HARHAR. I think tons of musician blackmask. Like, The Beatles, Rihanna, Led Zeppelin, errr, Barney LOL and more. Whatev. Anyway, exam's over. Agama and Living Skills were hard. I was sick a lot. Fever la, headache la, constipation la, semua aku kena. Dun dun dun. I'm not hoping for straight As, but if there is streaming classes, then I wish to be in a good class. HAHA.

You need someone older and wiser telling you what to do.

2010-05-06T22:26:00.000-07:00

After thousands attempts to write an epic post, I gave up. Well let see, I have exam this Thursday and I'm here doing absolutely nothing. Yes, nothing.

So, this is...... my epic post ( In a way Ryan Secreast said "This is.... American Idol!").

It's 2 A.M and I'm cursing your name.

2010-04-04T05:56:00.000-07:00

I just realized this one thing that whenever I'm somewhere in public, I would stand there like a total idiot and stare or observe other people. It's a weird thing , but I do it anyway. There's so many kind of people, I felt so small. My favourite was when I saw a couple that looked like they're totally in love. The way they stared at each other. But if they make out, I would totally puke. Haha. I love the feeling I get when I see happy people. There's the loner, the happy person, the grumpy, the optimistic and all. Haha. But there's some I just can't figure out. Err. Since I'm the kind of person that stares at other people, I wonder if there's such person that stares at people that stares at other people. Haha. Get it?

You're untouchable.

2010-03-29T00:58:00.000-07:00

I kinda promised myself that I'll update my blog if I get straight As..... but I didn't. So now what? Haha. Well, my results aren't that bad actually. I got a B for Malay and a C for IT, 9As. It's either the exams were easy or I improved.

SO UMMMM. Someone should make me feel better by saying the exams were goddamn hard and I'm improved hell lot. Haahaha. And, I'm not the only that improved. Almost everybody else. WOOO Tak sabar nak ambik PMR :P So whatever.

I'm invisible and everyone knows who you are.

2010-02-28T08:14:00.000-08:00

OOOH big news, I found myself a new hobby. Well not really, I haven't start on it yet but I'm pretty excited (: I won't post what is it yet, I'm just gonna try out till it's successful. Haha, but I tend to change my hobbies frequently. So, we'll just see how this one works out.

HAHA, I'm telling you. This hobby is really hard. You need to buy this certain stuffs that going to cost you money. I'm guessing that stuff is quite expensive. You need to be very patient. And if it's a success, you'll be extremely happy, duh. And if it's a failure, you'll end up disappointed and heartbroken. So, imagine yourself waiting for 3 months and ended up with a RST-something-like-that-ish. That sucks. Uhh, after reading what I just wrote, this hobby is kinda dangerous, mentally. And I know it sounds easy, it's not.

HAHA. SO yeah, I'll probably start after exam since I can go out and such. If you had no idea what hobby this is, I'll give you a hint; COLLECTOR. HAHAHAHHA.

Love is on it's way.

2010-02-27T11:04:00.000-08:00

Sooo, it's 3:04 am and I am still awake. I barely post something on here because I have nothing to say. Okay, sooo I'm going to list down stuff that I recently found out about me and some random stuff. I mean, you weren't born and at that very second you knew exactly who you are. You learn more about yourself as you grow old.

#1 I like painting my nails and remove them a minute later after admiring them.

#2 I barely watch the TV because I download most of my favourite TV shows.

#3 If you ask me do I know these certain songs, my answer would be 'no' because I don't listen to the radio.

#4 I only listen to my fav bands. So, that's pretty much why I don't listen to the radio. Ha.

#5 I love The Beatles and I would never admit that to my Dad :P

#6 I barely fall for guys, and when I do. I will fall HARD. Mostly celebrity crushes, but I go way overboooooard.

#7 I think old movies and Marilyn Manson are creepy. Creepy creepy shit.

#8 I used to hate it when people call me weird, but I don't mind now. It reminds me that I'm not like everyone.

#9 I finally got over this thing where you want to be what everyone is, and wear what everybody wears. I barely wear skinnies now. I'll wear something comfortable and more... me-ish?

#10 I randomly blurt out in British-Liverpool accent sometimes.

#11 I got over my first love, Nick Jonas and I am now incredibly in love with Logan Lerman. But that doesn't mean I don't like Jonas Brothers anymore. Jonas Brothers play a big part in my life.

#12 I have to write Jonas Brothers - Jonas Brothers instead of JB because of the stupid Justin Bieber stole JB. Seriously dude, that's not cool.

Well, that would be it because I'm sleepy and I'm tired. OH WELL, March 11, come faster pleaseeeee!

Nothing comes without a cost, that life is just a game we lost.

2010-02-02T08:14:00.000-08:00

Welllll, hello there. It's been a while since I posted something here. I shall give you some updates, I'm in form 3 now. How time fly by so fast. I'm doing my home works, I know... total shock. I barely do my home works. I have a crush on someone for the first time in a VERYYY long time. I think. I'm not so sure if it's a crush. And I'm pretty sure it's not 'love'. You see, if you have a crush on someone, you will hope that they will like you back. But I can't do that. I would never lie to myself. He would never like me. If you have a crush on someone, you would fantasized that both of you are going out or something. But I can't. I just can't make my brain to work on that. And when you have a crush on someone, you think about the person allll daaaay loooong. Welllll, I actually think about him most of the times, but I'm trying to find a way to get over him. I WANT to get over him.

I can't go on with this crap. This is utter bullshit. I'm going way overboard.... I don't even know why I like him. I mean, he's not good-looking. I guess he's okay. Idk, when I'm around him, I wanted to be myself. Yes, I know... awkward. But WTF. I just want to get over him. I don't want this to go on. UGHHH. This is stupid.

My parents are 28% strict

2009-12-30T08:36:00.000-08:00

[ ] You have to make your bed every day.
[x] You have to do chores.
[x] I have a time that I have to get off the phone and computer.
[ ] You have a bedtime. (thoguh i normally stay awake secretly)
[ ] You have to earn your money.
[ ] You can't have friends over unless your room is clean.(sometimes though)
[x] You can't have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] You can't be friends with someone unless your parents know them.

TOTAL SO FAR: 3

[ ] You can't go shopping by yourself.
[ ] Your mom tells you what to wear.
[ ] You have to look for "good deals" on clothes, otherwise you can't buy it. (sometimes)

TOTAL SO FAR: 3

[ ] You get grounded for stupid things.
[ ] You have a time limit for the computer/video games/tv.
[ ] You have to get along with your sibling(s) otherwise you get grounded.
[x] You have to share your room.

TOTAL SO FAR: 4

[x] You have to ask to go to a party/friends house in a few days advance.
[x] You can't go anywhere without a parent/adult. (sometimes)
[ ] You can't stay home alone.
[ ] You have a babysitter.

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[ ] You're not allowed to have a tv/gaming system in your room.
[ ] You can't be on the computer without someone watching your every move.
[ ] You can't have a door in your bedroom.

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[x] Your parents get mad if you don't want to do something simple that they ask.
[ ] You can't swim without an adult watching you.
[ ] You can't have a friend of the opposite sex over, unless they are family or a school project

TOTAL SO FAR: 7

Multiply by 4
and title it: my parents are _ strict

28% ? NO SHIT, and I thought my parents are VERY strict. Well, gues I'm wrong :P

You have found her, now go and get herrrr.

2009-12-29T08:25:00.000-08:00

Rules:
It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own blog, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Alya

2. A four Letter Word : abed? LOL

3. A boy's Name : Abraham is sexyyy :P

4. A girl's Name : Amanda...?

5. An occupation : anesthesiologist :P WINNN.

6. A color : Amethyst (;

7. Something you'll wear : A.... arghh can't think of anything.

9. A food : Ayam goreng? LOL.

10. Something found in the bathroom : ...

11. A place : Australia.

12. A reason for being late : sheeshhhh.

13. Something you'd shout : ARGH. haha. no seriously, 'argh' is the answer :P

14. A movie title : A Walk To Remember

15. Something you drink : Air hahah.

16. A musical group : All Time Low(:

17. An animal : Ayam yayyy.

18. A street name : ... ehhh.

19. A type of car : A.... I fail at life.

20. The title of a song : A Little Bit Longer - Jonas Brothers.

Take a sad songgg, and make it betterrr.

2009-12-26T06:40:00.000-08:00

"My name is Legion..... as we are maaaaaaaany." -__- Awkward. So yeah, I wanna marry a British dude. Seriously, accents = hot hot hot hot. I don't even know what to blog. So you see Perry The Platipus, once when I was younger... oh wait, you're not Perry. Sorry, my bad. What can I do with the fact that I love to watch Phineas & Ferb because it's awesome. Mainly, because of Ferb slash Thomas Sangster (pssst, he's British :P) but yeah it's awesome. And Dr. Doo-whatever-his-name-is-shmirtz is the shizzzz. I AM IN LOVE, oh.. wait. It's just a crush but whatever.. I'm pretty sure I'll get over him in 2 or 3 days. You'll see, you'll see :P Oh and the best part is that I don't have an imaginary boyfriend who looks like Nick J anymore. So that makes me closer to... the normal world? OH SHIZZNETT I just told you I had a boyfriend who looks like Nick J. PFT I know I'm THAT sad. Hahha.

Normal to paranormal (;

2009-12-18T02:17:00.000-08:00

Long story short; Justin Bieber followed me on Twitter. Whoopdeedo.
Spamming always work. Say yes to spamming, baby!

Pools of sorrow, waves of joy.

2009-12-16T07:54:00.000-08:00

Well, since everyone is doing like some kind of post of random facts about them, sooo I shall copy them, cause that's just how I roll :P

#1 I quote songs and lines from movies a little too much.
#2 I have a she-male cat, enough said (:
#3 I have millions of crushes but I've never been in love.
#4 I was ashamed to admit that Imagine is my all time favourite song because it's an old song, but I'm no longer ashamed.
#5 I love the Jonas Brothers. Long story short; they changed my life.
#6 I saved tons of money but then later spent it all at once. I'll be satisfied, then will regret it later.
#7 I like almost everything there is to offer in the world, even the littlest things.
#8 I'll get extremely annoyed when watching a romantic movie/scene because honestly, I think love is overrated.
#9 I judge Love a lot but I still believe in true love & the One. And I know that true love waits, so I won't bother right now.
#10 I talk a lot but I'm actually a quiet person.
#11 I don't get myself, I can't figure myself out.
#12 I think that I'm still young & still learning. I don't know a lot, so I won't act as if I do. I don't know what kind of person I am. I can't say I'm original, I can't say I'm fake because I don't know. I don't know what kind of music I like. I don't know what I want to be. I've only been in this world for 14 years, it's not that long. Even my Mom couldn't figure herself out, so why do all the teenagers act like they know EVERYTHING? Slightly annoying.
#13 I'm Alya Az-Zahra and I love Nick Jonas and John Lennon.

:P

All the lonely people, where do they all belong?

2009-12-14T00:48:00.000-08:00

Pick 12 bands randomly;
1. Jonas Brothers
2. The Beatles
3. Nick Jonas & The Administrations
4. The Academy Is...
5. Cobra Starship
6. Kings Of Leon
7. 30 Seconds To Mars
8. My Chemical Romance
9. All Time Low
10. Wolfmother
11. Jonas Brothers :P
12. The Beatles :D

1.
How did you hear about this band?: Disney Channel
How long have you been listening to them?: Actually listen LISTEN around 2007
Name one band member: Nick Jonas (;
How long have they been around?: Since 2005.
Write some random lyrics by this band. "Even if we're miles&miles apart, you're still holding all of my heart."

2.
Can you name each member of this band?: Paul McCartney, John Lennon, George Harrison, Ringo Starr
What was the first song you heard from them?: 'Yesterday'
How many guitar players does this band have?: Three, I think.
What kind of music do they play?: MY kind of music :P

3.
Do any of your friends like this band?: TWITTER FRIENDS? Heck yeah! And Athirah& Afiqah :P
Is this band mainstream or indie?: mainstream?
What are their lyrics usually about?: The one ones Nick can't write with Jb, I think? LOL.
How many cds of theirs do you have?: None.
Have you ever seen them live?: SOMEDAY BABY, someday.
Are they still together?: Heck yes.

4.
Do you have any merchendise from this band?: No.
How many full-length albums have they put out?: LOL. Three, I think? Not a BIG fan.
Why do you like this band?: Cause of the songsss.
Are they an older or more modern band?: Modern.
Have they ever written a song you hate?: Nope.

5.
How many members do they have?: 5.
What’s your favorite album of theirs?: iViva La Cobra
What was the first song you heard from them?: City Is At War
Do they have a logo?: I think.
Name two members: Gabe Saporta, Victoria something lol.

6.
Write some random lyrics by them. Lay where you're lying, don't make a sound.
How many albums of theirs do you own?: none.
Is this band well-known?: yeaah.
How long have you been listening to them?: early this year.
Do you like their band name?: Yeaaah.
Do you know anyone else who likes them?: Maybe?

7.
Have they kept the same lineup through their whole career?: Umm no idea.
Do they swear a lot?: I'm too good to notice :P
Do they have videos on MTV?: OBVIES.
Name a band member: Jared Leto, yummy(;

8.
Why do you like this band?: I USED to like them, just don't what band to list. haha.
Are they better than, worse than, or equal to band #2?: BEATLES FORTHEWIN, no duhh.
How old were you when you first got into them?: 12.
How many band members are there?: 5, I think.
Do you own any of their merchandise?: noo.

9.
Are they closer to hard rock, or pop rock?: Pop rock.
Write some random lyrics.: He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes.
How old is the lead singer?: 20 something
Are they still together?: Yeahhh.
Do they swear a lot?: I think.

10.
What record label are they on?: I have nooo idea.
When did they first form?: Somewhere in Australia. hahha.
Was their latest album any good?: It's awesome.
How many members are there?: Idk.
What’s something distinctive about them?: Idk.
Which of their cds has the best artwork?: Cosmic Egg, I think.

11.
What was their best album : Jonas Brothers
Is the lead singer a guy or a chick?: Guy, duhhh.
Do they have any videos on Mtv?:YES.
What kind of music do they play?: Pop rock.
How long have you liked this band?: since 07

12.
Why do you like this band?: Aamazing music.
Can you name each band member?: ishh, john, paul, george, ringo.
Do they still have their original lineup?: no idea.
Is it likely you’ll find their cds and merchandise at the mall?: Nooo.
Are they lyrically talented?: Heckyeah Lennon/McCartney forthewin!

FINALLY, name your favorite songs by each band.
Band 1: Inseparable, A Little Bit Longer, Black Keys, Please Be Mine, Hello Beautiful
Band 2: A Day In The Life, Across The Universe, Yesterday, Hello Goodbye, Eleanor Rigby
Band 3: Rose Garden & Who I Am
Band 4: Paper Chase, About A Girl, Rumored Nights
Band 5: Hot Mess, Guilty Pleasure
Band 6: Sex On Fire, The Bucket.
Band 7: UGH This is hard.
Band 8: Disenchanted.
Band 9: Sick Little Games.
Band 10: Vagabond.
Band 11: All of their songs, seriously.
Band 12: All of their songs too ahha.

I read the news today, oh boy...

2009-12-13T02:00:00.000-08:00

Muahhahahha, I am evil. You'll see, you'll see >:D No, I don't have an evil plan yet, I'm THINKING of HAVING an evil plan... Wait, does this means I'm not evil? Oh, nevermind.

The Sun is up, the sky is blue, it's beautiful and so are you(:

2009-12-10T08:32:00.000-08:00

Madame Tussaud's, London 1996

Okayyyy, so. That old woman is... unfortunately, my mom c(: Hahha and that cute little kid who is staring into Ringo Starr's eyes is well, yours truly(: BAHAHA, and ohmaigosh, it's The Beatles :O I knowww, I know. It's just a freaking statue, but we all know John and George are dead, Paul is now a Sir, and Ringo is well... still Ringo. But you see, chances of meeting the lendgendary Beatles are extremely thin, and a person like me will NEVER meet them. I mean obviously, John & George are dead. How many times do I have to repeat that? Sheesh. Hahaha. So the closest thing to them are their wax statues, obviously! Found the picture earlier today. I had no idea, I have this picture. I was like OHMYGOSH! So yesss. It's a shame that I went there in 1996. If I went there in 08/09, I'll probably get to see JB's statues. That would be fucking awesome. Since I can't kiss the real JB, obviously. Berdosa (x So I'll kiss the statues. Nooo, I don't have a point but I have a brain. PFFFFT, Alya, stop being weird for once.

Ummm, I'm hearing noises. Okaaaay. Off to bed.

R.I.P. John Lennon. 12/08/80

2009-12-08T22:32:00.000-08:00

9 October 1940 - 8 December 1980

Wow, it has been 29 years since John Lennon died. Sad that some crazy dude killed him because a BOOK told him to. Crazy asshole. John Lennon's amazing songs will remain in our hearts and our iPods (; WOO, LENNON FTW. May he rest in peace. LOL. Get it? He wanted peace, he finally got it after he died. Bahaha. K fiiine, that's not funny. Soooo, John Lennon is amazing & extremely funnnnnnyy. ME LOVE LENNON.

I'm A loooooooser.

2009-11-27T02:41:00.000-08:00

So yes, decided to blog. So, guess what? I'm in love with The Beatles, if you didn't realize but hey, I still love my boyssss, Jonas Brothers.

Basically, stole this picture from Athirah's blog because you knowwww, I'm a lazy ass. So yes, watched this movie, definitely one of my favourites now♥ All this time I thought they're serious, but I was wrong. Very wrong. They're sooo cheeky and funny. Especially Lennon. Yes people, the ledgendary John Lennon, who wrote songs about peace and got killed -.- John is my fav yo. And you know what? You'll definately see Jb in them. Pretty much why I love The Beatles even more! THE BEATLES ARE ADORABLE! Seriously.

So yeah, played the game from 500 Days of Summer at Grandma's house just now. Bahahaha. EPIC.

Penis, Penis, Penis, Penis, Penis.
Hilarious, I can't stop laughing.

Kumbang (;

2009-11-19T03:22:00.000-08:00

So yeah, I finally know what to blog about. It's pretty obvious that I don't know what to blog. So yeah. GUESS WHAT? I can't stop listening to The Beatles. All started when I was watching the Nowhere Boy trailer, I had goosebumps. Weirddd, then I decided to listen to Yesterday... I'm not so sure why c(: Then of all sudden, I have the sudden urge to download their albums. LOL. Can you believe that? It's like there's a ghost who is absolutely obsessed with The Beatles is possesing me. Weird, very weird indeed. But idk why but their music keeps me happy eventhough I don't get the lyrics. No seriously, the lyrics are like some 4 years old wrote them but there's inner meaning or something so I don't get it. But yeahhh. I'm in love with PAUL MCCARTNEYYY. HAHA, not really. I'm in love with the guy who starred as Paul McCartney in Nowhere Boy, Thomas Sangster. Haha, he's not that good looking but there's something about him. LOL. Yesss, I should stop. HAHAHA. So yeahhh, I want to hold your hand and I'm a loser. LOLOLOL. YAYYY.

Haha. So check out this 2 photos. These photos are from 1967-1970(The Blue Album).

This is the cover. *points above*

This is inside the cover.

Lol. So yeah, just look at the differences. They look so happy, clean and neat when they were young. And very happy. Did I said that already? Oh, I did. And very happy. Oops. And just look when they were old. Dull and.... dull? And messy, with a very weird beard(referring to John). Oh noo, John is going to haunt me, IN MY SLEEP! Arghhhh. Yesss, weird muchhh?

BOUNCE!

2009-10-17T03:32:00.000-07:00

OMGOSH. This video is so awesome. Enough said.

My life according to the Jonas Brothers.

2009-10-14T06:44:00.000-07:00

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST/GROUP, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 15 people you like and include me. You can’t use the band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It’s a lot harder than you think! Repost as “my life according to (band name)”

Pick your Artist:
Jonas Brothers :)
Are you a male or female:
Video Girl
Describe yourself:
Out Of This World HAHAHAHHA
How do you feel:
Paranoid :P
Describe where you currently live:
Hollywood BAHAHAA
If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
Year 3000 :D
Your favorite form of transportation:
Fly With Me. YAYYY.
Your best friend is:
Underdog! Sorry Afiqah. HAHAHA.
You and your best friends are:
Inseparable :)
What’s the weather like:
Burnin' Up :D
Favorite time of day:
Tonight HEHHHH
If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
That's Just The Way We Roll :DDDDD
What is life to you:
Got Me Goin' Crazy, ummm. I guess? LOL.
Your last relationship:
-.-

I'm passing it to whoever that is reading this bullshit.

Insert happy-wappy face here :D

2009-10-13T03:04:00.000-07:00

OMGOSHHH, exam is over. That's right boys and ghouls(haha, JONAS :P). It's over. I feel so relieved as if I died so there's nothing else left to do. But dying won't do any good to me because I know I'll end up in hell. Oh well, I feel relieved as if I finished my phD(hahaha, perasan), or as if I just married someone or as if I just give birth to my first child or as if, .. pfft, fine. There's no end to this besides I died but like I mentioned earlier, it won't do any good to me. I don't know what I'm going to do because I'm just too happy. What should I do among all of these stuff from this list? :P

Run around screaming and jumping happily as if something good happened; or
Run around screaming and jumping happily as if I found my true love :) ; or
Run around screaming and jumping happily as if I'm going to LA; or
Run around screaming and jumping happily as if I got all As for PMR; or
Run around screaming and jumping happily as if I become a millionaire; or
Run around screaming and jumping happily as if I got myself an iPhone; or
Run around screaming and jumping happily as if I meet the Jonas Brothers!

Haha, you know? I think I'm going to choose number 5 because I'm going to save my energy when I ACTUALLY get an iPhone and when I actually meet the Jonas Brothers ;) Anything is possible if you just believe. So I believe I will get an iPhone and meet the Jonas Brothers. Woohoo.

Soooooo, here I go! *ran around screamed and jumped happily as if I become a millionaire!* WOOOOOO. Byebye. Hahhaa. And I finally get to watch JONAS The Tale Of The Haunted Firehouse and mannnn, i'ts hilarious! I laughed till I died laughing. OFCORPSE. Hahahhahah. Kbyeeeee.

Oh, and I know this means that PMR coming soon but enjoy your life while you can. haha. apparently, I'm going to enjoy myself by stalking people on MySpace and Twitter but twitter is made for stalking, am I right? HAHA, OMGOSHHH. I need to stop. I swear this will be the last time I said BYE. SO BYEEEE.

Maybe I'll even laugh about it someday, but not today.

2009-10-10T23:19:00.000-07:00

I'm supposed to study right now, but aren't my fishes the cutest fishes you've ever seen?! haha. And if you have no idea what I'm talking about, its on the right-side bar. haha, anyway. aren't they cute just like their owner? HAHA. OMGOSH, I'm turning into Nadhirah D: *stabs myself*

But even if I fall in love again with someone new, it could never be the way I loved you, Nick.

hhaahahahahha, omgoshhhh. nicknicknick. i love you. haha. pffft. i need to stop.

OMGODDDD two more days then exam is over. hahaaa, anyway. I watch My Sister's Keeper and I cried like a baby. No kid. It's like so sad and so good. Ugh, I should study now. Bye. I love Nick. Yayy. Ugh I need to stop. Ohh, and I have so many songs to download. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Omgooooooooood. I need to stop being a.... idk, weirdo?

Stop and erase, cause I’m gonna wipe that smile off your know-it-all face .

2009-10-09T03:12:00.000-07:00

I was looking in the mirror, trying to find, a new reflection.
Wanna take the road, let's traveled down a different direction.
Make some new mistakes, forget the ones I made.
Cry some tears of joy, dress more like a boy.

And come back as a blonde, try a different lipstick on.
As a blonde, will I get whatever I want?
I'll be ever so etincing, cake a lot of icing, never have to watch my weight.
Yeah when I’m gone, I’m gonna come back as a blonde.

I am so in love with this song. Haha. Can't stop listening to Kiss & Tell(the album). Ngahaha, I definitely love Naturally, The Way I Loved, As A Blonde, Stop And Erase and umm, so much more? Haha. Yay, I finally have the mood to update my extremely boring blog. SO YEAH MILEY DELETED HER TWITTER. One less person to stalk :( Okayyy, whatever. LOL. I am extremely against boys right now. UGH. They are rude and think that they're so hot. You can kiss my ass, a-hole. Yup, this will be the first and the last time I will ever mention about boys. Besides the Jonases la. Pfffffft obviously. Kay kay bye. I hate boys but that doesn't make me a freaking lesbian, okayyy hah. Maybe my hormones are just plain weird. I know I'll get this when I'm older. PFFFFFT. I'm still young so I guess it's kinda cool that I just don't get boys. UGH, I must stop saying that..... word. GOD! Okay, so now I'm going to continue with my life where the only thing that matters is my future, sorta. KEEP MOVING FOWARD. woopdeddo. I'm going insane, and i don't have any good reason. Fine, blame the exam.

She's an underdog.

2009-09-23T03:22:00.000-07:00

Eeek, raya? Hell is the only word that can describe this year's. Well, its not that bad actually, but I just love to exaggerate :P But duit raya banyak kot. YAYYYY. Haha, I love the fact everybody is getting richer, besides my parents lol. Well, whatever. haha. I'll probably just save the money because I have everything I need. My 'wants' can just go into the dustbin for a while. LOL. Whatever, the only stuffs that I really want right now are an iPhone and The Jonas Brothers :P Yup, that's it. So, I'll probably get an iPhone in 10 years and I'll never get a Jonas, that fershureeee. Haha.

Oh, and The Last Song is amazing. Kbye.

And when I turn 94, I think I'll miss you even more.

2009-09-17T07:48:00.000-07:00

Lol. I know that I told Athirah that I don't like Joe's version of Give Love A Try but it's really getting into me. I'm in love with it! So, lol.

I've been listening to their old album lately. Yes, I miss the old them. Like a lot. But as a fan, you can't hate when they're popular and successful, even though it comes down to the fact that you'll never meet them. Well, what I'm saying is that you go around saying "omgoshh. i hate it when *certain band/artist/'s name* is popular! i knew them looong time ago and now everybody is listening to them. blablablabla." those kid of stuff, then you call yourself a fan. Pfft. If you're a fan, then you're supposed to be happy or proud because they made it. This is their dream. Lol. So yes, I'm very proud of my 3 favourite boyssss.

Ughh, I get so caught up when I write something. Lol. Most of my blog posts are long. Pfft. OMGOSHHH. GarageBand is so addicting. I wrote some few retarded lyrics to go with those crappy songs I created on GarageBand. Haha. Its fun actually. It kills boredom. And talk about boredom, going back to kampung tomorrow :/ No wifi so i'll die. Omg, that rhymes. eek. I need a book to read while I'm there. *die die die*

Kbye.

To my very first love;

2009-09-16T01:21:00.000-07:00

Happy 17th Birthday, Nicholas :)

You are truly an inspiration, and even though we haven't met, I know you're an amazing guy. And it's safe to say that I love you with all my heart :D I'm proud of you :)

LOL. That sounds cheesy but the hell, whatever.

Where are you now? Cuz I'm thinking of you.

2009-09-13T22:27:00.000-07:00

Skipped school today, I woke up late. lol. Not really, I usually wake up at 6 but today woke up at 6.48 and i was like why am i still in bed? Then i realised no one's awake so i was like wth and went back to sleep and woke up at 12. LMAO.

I planned to go to Gurney yesterday but ended up in QB instead because there's too many people in Gurney which comes to no parking. Ugh. There's like gazillion of people in Qb. I swear I wanted to puke because there's many kind of smells everywhere. Apparently, Borders doesn't have The Last Song :( But I finally got the Nirvana tshirt I wanted. YAYYYYY.

Oh oh, and screw Kanye for interupting Taylor's speech. Like total wtf. Taylor won Best Female Video for VMAs. While Taylor was saying her speech, Kanye grabbed the mic from her and said "Hey Taylor, I'm really happy for you, but Beyonce had one of the best videos of all time." Like wtf. Taylor looked humiliated. I think Taylor deserved the award. Blablblabla. Later some time, Beyonce won Video Of Year and she gave Taylor another chance to say her speech. Yayyy for Beyonce. Woohoo. Kaybye.

Don't you close the book on me.

2009-09-11T08:29:00.002-07:00

Lalala, to be honest, as a Jonas Die-Hard fan, I'm supposed to listen to Honor Society but I didn't. WAITWAITWAIT, don't kill me yet, other Jonas fans. Soooo, I finally had the urge to actually listen to them. I mean like ACTUALLY listen. I listened before, obviously but like listen listen not listen listen. Get what I mean? Because I don't. Okay whatever :D

So I decided to download their new album, Fashionably Late and I lalalalooove it. My favourite is hehh, idk but I really like 'Where Are You Now? 'even though the song released like million years ago. Pfft. I'm pretty much dying because of too much Honor Rolling. YAYYYAYYY.

To the ones who cared and who were there from the start,
To the love that left and took a piece of my heart,
To the few who'd swear 'I'd never go anywhere',
Where are you now?

and i die, one day at a time.

2009-09-06T07:12:00.000-07:00

"It's never the end, it's just a new chapter."

-Nicholas J.

I keep feeling numb these days, for personal and lame reasons. Reality is a slap on the face and a punch on the stomach. But oh well. I think I'm going through mid-teenage-life crisis. aha. Wth. But then again, who knows if there is such thing. It's like I felt something, something that hurts so bad but I couldn't let it out. I couldn't cry and that my friend, sucks badly. You HAVE to let it out.

I think I'm going through the time when you want to give up on everything. I swear I WANTED to give up on my hopes and dreams around the last few days. I hate the fact that a part of me wants to grow up but the other part just want to stay as a dreamer. I just want to cry but I can't. I just can't let it out. I don't want to grow up, I just want to stay in my fantasy where everything's the way I wanted. But it doesn't work like that. You won't get everything you want. And well, everything happens for a reason.

And the only thing that makes me feel like there's still hope is Nick's speeches. Seriously. Jonas fans would know what I'm talking about. Kaybye.

School, shittttt.

2009-08-31T23:10:00.000-07:00

So, school starts tomorrow. Eeek. I made like a 'to-do-list' for this month but that is....just lame. aha well, whatever. It doesn't matter. I decided not to come online too much. I'm going to study Form1 chapters for every subjects. I'm going to do more Math exercise. Read Geography and History again and again. Save money around 200ringgit++ and lastly, buy the Rolling Stones and Nirvana t-shirts whether Mom like it or not ;D Oh, and save more money for JB Concert Ticket even though they're not coming here YET. But you'll never know ;)

that's when i look at you.

2009-08-30T02:14:00.000-07:00

okayyy, so. i seriously need to go to Queensbay. I wanna go to Forever21. Yesyesyes, I'm officially a shopaholic, but you can't blame me. Blame the people who designed those beautiful clothes. ahhhh *drooling*. Mom wants me to stop but hey, you can't change a girl's needs and condition. In my case, condition of being a shopaholic. Yes, I admit that I used my parents money but I'm saving some money right now which half I've used to buy necklaces which cost me a lot but too pretty to refuse. Sooo, right now I want this really cool Nirvana t-shirt which Maya Kibbel(Nick J's bestfriend) has, like the exact same but I also want this extremely cool Rolling Stones t-shirt too. Soooooo, yessss I'm in denial. Hahahahhahhaaaaaaa.

Okay whatever. Byebye.

im pissed, thank you very much.

2009-08-26T23:50:00.000-07:00

Sooooo, I decided to download Wizards Of Waverly Place The Movie and let me tell you, its taking years to finish. God! So yeah, right now is 2.51pm and it's still not finish even though I started yesterday around 7 pm. Amazing, righhhhht? 99MB more to go. Sheesh, then I need to download Miley's new EP, The Time Of Our Lives.

Anyway, if you have twitter make sure you follow @IamJoesCamera. Seriously, he/she/it is very hilarioussss. Read its tweets, freaking hilarious. The camera belongs to Joe Jonas and Joe lost it. He left the camera at Brazil. So the camera wants to go home. And the camera writes songs! Haha, amazing rightt?

Whoever the person that made up @IamJoesCamera is amazing. Haha.

fake fake fake.

2009-08-26T11:35:00.000-07:00

i don't believe you if you said you know who you are and other people dont, especially if you're fourteen. trust me, i'm pretty sure you don't. you're young, you don't know what you love, what you hate, what you need. well, yeah you may said you know all of this stuff but you're seem unsure, right? you'll say that you're in love but in a few years you'll say it was nothing and you were confused. you'll say that the people around you are your best friends, but in few years you ended up hating them. you said you want to be a doctor, but you decided to be a writer instead. why? because you don't know who you are. you haven't figure yourself out. you're only here for fourteen years, and you think you're old enough? well, think again. ughh, i don't even know why i'm talking about this shit. so, this 'i know who i am and you dont' bullshit is a piece of crap.

anyway, i meant to talk about people who fake but i guess i just looooove to write and yeah, there you have it. wth. soooo, whats up? ;)

a little bit longer, and i'll be fine.

2009-08-25T22:19:00.000-07:00

"we wear kinda tighter pants so...i didn't know i was this funny! i'm just being honest."

he's definitely my hero. obviously, his speech made me cry but it was very funny actually. i love how he's being serious but he's still funny. he's so well-spoken and mature for a 16year-old. now tell me, who can be as amazing as this guy right here? he looks good in everything(esp skinnies, screw indie ;D), he plays guitar, drum, piano and so on, he writes amazing songs. for example, black keys. can you believe a 16 year old wrote that song. the lyrics are just... beautiful. he's 'pure' ahahahahaha. omg, why am i talking dirty here? there's so much more about him. okay so, you might think i love him for his looks but you're wrong. okay, yeah i do love him because his HOTT :D aha but i love him, because of the reasons listed above :) he's just amazing. ahhhhh. i love him ;) i love the jonas brothers, aha. and i'm pretty sure you knew that already :D

joe was the guest judge for american idol yesterday, or today. yesterday? pfft. i'm confused with the time zone thingy. whatever. i just want to see ittttttttttt. ARGHHHHHHHHHH!

Every hello ends with a goodbye.

2009-08-24T02:49:00.000-07:00

So what do you do when you're bored? TELL ME! Because I am extremely bored that I might die. I did a major update on my iPod and I'm so proud. I have noooo idea why. Ughh, but there's still a few episode of JONAS that is already in MP4 that can't sync into my iPod. Bitchbitchbitch. Why of all sudden, Apple products seem to hate me, thak you very much. First iMac, now my freaking iPod. Sheesh. I have no idea what to say, write, blablablabla. I'm going to LA laterrrrrr. WOOHOOO. byebyeeee.

JB Livechat.

2009-08-22T21:58:00.000-07:00

I stayed up till 2 in the morning for the live chat. Whiley staying up, I twitchated(lol) with the grawsome jonas fans on twitterrr. Then, I did absolutely nothing. Which is just staring on the screen. I was searching for PhotoFiltre that can be used on Mac. My laptop is being bitchy so I have to use iMac. Apparently you can't do anything on iMac! Goshhhh. Stupid Apple. So yeah, the webcast was lagging and stuck like crazy. And my wireless was being a bitch so I only get to see like the first 30minutes.

Nick did a cover on Catch Me. Ahhhhh, heaven :D Catch Me is like my favourite song from HWGA. Lol, so yeah. Nicholas is awesome. :D Oh, and Joe did like sign language-ish while Nick's singing. Haha. Joe's awesome. Fineeee, the three of them are awesome! :D

but i'll be there forever.

2009-08-21T07:43:00.000-07:00

I just realized that my blog is pretty much dead. I barely post my feelings like I used to. But then again, whatever. Lets just say, I'm sad. I have no idea why. I keep listening to old Jonas songs. Those days, where no one ever heard of them. I can still remember asking Afiza in std4 "awak kenal tak jonas brothers?" and obviously, the answer is no. I admit it, I wasn't obsessed with them back then, but I still think they're cute and Joe looked like Asian :P Haha, I'm talking about American Dragon. My first impression was "eeee cutenya!" aha. I will never forget. I guess, around 2007 I was diagnosed with OJD. HAHA. Listening to Please Be Mine right now. Ahh, good ol' days.

Have I told you that I'm supposed to move to NEW JERSEY back in 2005. Yes, New Jersey. The hometown of the very famous heartthrobs, Jonas Brothers. AND GUESS WHAT? I was the one that doesn't want to leave Malaysia. You wanna know why? Because I don't wanna leave my friends. AWW. WELL, WTH look where they are now. Haven't talk to them since ages. I guess, there's a few. Okay fine, around 5 that still talk to me, including Afiqah. I know, I was a stupid 10-year-old. Okay, so there are some other reasons that we didn't move. Like I have to go to International School later and stuff which is a problem because we're not rich. But even my Mom said that one of the main reason is me.

If I moved there, I'm pretty sure I'll meet them. I mean, I like them. I wasn't obsessed before but I do like them. I am so stupid. If not, I don't have to worry how to meet them. You know how hard to meet them now? Look how many fans they have! ARGH. I WOULD NEVER MEET THEM. I should have listen to my parents! I'm so stupid and I'm in tears right now. FRIENDS FOREVER? I don't think so. I know, I'm not supposed to blame them. Its my fault. Whatever. I guess everything happened for a reason.

WELL, THAT'S LONG SO YOU BETTER READ THEM :D

ZOMGGG.

2009-08-21T07:41:00.000-07:00

I skipped school today. PUASA ESOK. OMG, then raya. I'm like so freaking excited and giddy. Weeheee. Went to Gurney. Ate a lotttt. AHA. Okay, I'm like so bored. So I hate you 8D Have i told you I skipped school today? Oh yehhh, I did :D

wtf peopleeee.

2009-08-19T03:19:00.000-07:00

as i said earlier to Athirah.
I MUST BE AWESOME.

goodbye.

Okay, whatever.

2009-08-17T22:54:00.000-07:00

Since the holiday is coming, I decided to do some major downloads. Haha. I watched all of the Jonas episodes so far, but just need to download some of them since I've downloaded the latest. I watched Princess Protection Program, but I just need to download the movie. I need to catch up on Sonny With A Chance. YouTube is being a bitch so I had no choice besides download.

So here's my to-download-list :D (I'll strike out the on I finished download) :

Jonas Ep1, ~~Ep2~~, Ep3, Ep5, Ep6, ~~Ep13~~.
Sonny With A Chance Ep14, Ep 15, Ep 16.
~~Re-download Paranoid Music Video.~~
~~Fly With Me Music Video.~~
Wizards Of Waverly Place The Movie (SOON- can't wait!!!)
~~Princess Protection Program~~
~~Nothing Personal - All Time Low~~
~~Re-download Here We Go Again(Album) - Demi Lovato~~
Kiss And Tell(Album) - Selena Gomez & The Scene (SOON!! freaking excited for this one :D)
Falling Down - Selena Gomez & The Scene(August 21st!!)

I'm not updating my blog until the downloads are finished, MAYBE. there's nothing to blog anyway :D

Weekends.

2009-08-16T02:53:00.000-07:00

Oh well, I'm catching on some homeworks but that does not matter because I seriously need to catch up on downloads. Haha. Okay, so I need to download JONAS episode 1,2,3,5 and 6. Heh, finished download TCA. woohoo. I keep watching it again and again :P So, yeah, I need to download Send It On music video :/ ARGH, OKAY, there's so much more to download. Hahah. Oh yesssss I'm retarded. GAH. byebye.

ARGH.

2009-08-10T04:59:00.000-07:00

i fell on my butt today dot dot. it was nadiah's fault, really. she wanted to sit on athirah's but then athirah pushed her or something so she sat on me, and then the chair was like unstable so we both fell. i was laughing too much i couldn't breathe. thank god i did not injured myself. nadiah did :P

haha. okay, i have no idea whats going on with my life. i'm too busy day-dreaming. pstt.

confessions.

2009-08-09T06:21:00.000-07:00

i just realized that i am now, a shopaholic. oh yes. well, lets see. yesterday i went to gurney and bought a shirt and a sweater which both cost my mom a lot. and it was just last week i bought a shirt, a plaid and a pants. which cost my mom a lot, too. AND I STILL WANT MORE. i know, that's not cool.

i used to be the one that hated shopping. everytime i followed my mom to shop, i'll be like 'LETS GO HOOOOME' or i'll go MPH, Borders, popular, what not. But now, i seriously can't help myself. I NEED A NEW SWEATER TO GO WITH THE SHIRT I BOUGHT LAST WEEK. arghh, you see? I just can't stop.

If i had my way, we talk and talk all day.

2009-08-07T03:35:00.000-07:00

i shall not say anything about today. well, i keep listening to the old jonases songs. yeah, and guess what? I'LL CRY! I have no idea why. I guess I just miss the funny joe and the not-so-serious nick. kevin is the only one that did not change, even the music changed! I'm pretty sure when JONAS aired in Malaysia, millions of girls will like them. Last year, no one ever heard of them. After Camp Rock, they're like, idk... a trending topic or something?

I'm happy with a ll the success and all but this just made the chace for me to meet them lesser. Did you realise that? Yeah, whatever. I guess things just don't work out for me :/

okay so.

2009-08-04T03:15:00.000-07:00

i seriously can't remember what i want to post. blehh.

EMM WOW BITCH.

2009-08-02T02:57:00.000-07:00

JONAS BROTHERS.

if you don't like them, then why would you want to go to their concert. how stupid. IF YOU'RE NOT INTO THEM THEN WHY WOULD YOU EVEN BOTHER TO POST SOMETHING ABOUT THEM. wow, you're so clever in exams but you're so stupid in life. HAHA. wow, bitch. you're so dumb.

ZAC EFRON.

he is hot but he pose for a magazine with a NAKED WOMAN! would the jonases do that? noo, of course not. because they're not dumb like this A-HOLE. maybe you should date him and pose naked sekali okay?

SKANDAR KEYNES.

athirah's right. we all got over him looooooong time ago. i feel sorry for you. AND HE'S A FREAKING ATHEIST. dude, he doesn't believe in god and would you want to date somebody like him? OFCOURSE, HE'S YOUR PRINCE. HAHA then you should start thinking about god, missy. he's not the one that will get you to heaven thank you very much. his stupid great great great grandfather created the stupid evolution that destroyed people's mind. skandar's just as stupid as charles darwin.

Its too much quiet in here.

2009-08-01T08:24:00.000-07:00

As you can see I changed my layout from a very nice diary-ish to a very ugly yet dull layout. I got over BlogSkins. But it doesn't really matter, does it? Its not about the layout, its about how you express yourself. People did not go to your blog to see your layout but to read your expressions and such. Okay fine, I won't actually read your blog if its boring and all but blahh whatever. GAH. Let see what happened. Okay, whatever. I fake a lot lately, don't me blame though. BLAME THEM. Okay fine. It's me. Does it really matter? I don't even think any of you care. Pshh.

HAHAHHAHAHA.

2009-07-25T02:08:00.000-07:00

"Who are you judge the life I live? I know I'm not perfect- and I don't live to be. But before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean."

-Bob Marley

HAHA. So I read certain bitches 'about me' on MySpace & Friendster and they have like same thing as the quote above. I think you get what I'm saying. It's like, they're not quoting the quotes. They were making as if it is their quote. AND THEY SAID THEY'RE ORIGINAL!

HAHAHAHA LOOOOOSSSSSSEEEEEEEERRRRRRR! I can't help laughing! LOSER! so much for your originality. YOU RIP OFF OTHER PEOPLE'S QUOTE AND YOU CLAIMED YOU'RE ORIGINAL? HAHAHAH.

People are so retarded. nothing is original. i rip off certain people's but i don't claim to be original. LIKE YOU. YOU STOLE QUOTES FROM PHOTOBUCKET! AHAHAHAHHAHAH OMG WHATHEFUCK MAN? LOOOSERR.

GOODBYE.
HAHAHAHHAHAH.

i am legend.

2009-07-13T07:22:00.001-07:00

haha. today was weird i shall say. had a fight with afiqah :D like usual. so, athirah, nadhirah, nadiah and I are going to do the 'duit kut', if thats the name. so yeah, yay :D

i'm a legend. period. HAHA. kidding. i got a high mark for math topical test, for the chapter coordinates. and everyone was like what tuition do you go? this and that. it was weird and funny. and nadhirah was like 'she's the one!' and 'alya! you're a legend!' it was hilarous, at least i think it was. but it was like the first and maybe the last time i'll get a good mark for math. so, i guess its not a big deal. i'm just telling you this because NADHIRAH is making a big deal out of this. so yehh.

i'm thinking of starting a diary. i mean, i have a blog and stuff but there's like no privacy and such. righhht? so yeah, i'm going to start a diary and publish it when i died like my new hero Anne Frank. Athirah said so, she's not really my hero. I just feel sorry for her and for a 15 year old, she's very strong and tough and blablbalbalbalba.

whoa.

2009-07-12T03:47:00.000-07:00

cant remember the last time i went on here. so nothing happened lately. i think. umm. whatever really. my life in my fantasy is pretty awesome. i don't anyone would be reading this. so yeah. whatever. yeah.

i pretty much a twitter addict, so i update what i did and stuff there. but like i said, no one would bother reading my blog. so it doesnt really matter? HA. riggggghhht?

OMG! OMG :P

2009-07-02T00:32:00.000-07:00

I barely use my blog now, but I want to share a very happy news with everyone!

KEVIN JONAS IS GETTING MARRIED WITH DANIELLE!
OMG!

AGAGAGAGA. i'm like sooo happy :D

and the black keys...

2009-06-23T04:40:00.000-07:00

oh well, i've been really tired and i pretty much have no reasons. i hate school. literally. i can't wait for transformers. ugh. nothing awesome happened lately. Ohh, i know its late and all but afiqah gave me CAMP ROCK BLANKET THAT SHE BOUGHT FROM AUSTRALIA for my birthday which is like months ago :P Okay, okay. whatever.

oh, and i finally found this thingy that's like Microsoft office but for Mac! Woohoo. Its OpenOffice. Yadayada. So my point is.... i think i have no point. OH, I KNOW. I can use iMac more often? LOL. Or I can force my dad to buy me a MacBook. Hehh. Great plan ehh. So all this time I didnt buy Macbook is because of there no Microsoft, do you know that? So now I found OPENOFFICE. YAY me. Oh wait, one more problem. I don't have any money. GODAMNIT. Goodbye.

GIVE ME SOME POISON BABY! :D

2009-06-13T21:11:00.000-07:00

GIVE ME SOME POISON BABY! :D Very, very, very contagious. Not cool yo, not cool. GIVE ME SOME POISON BABY! :D School's tomorrow. *Freaked out & shoot myself!* Nick graduated. YAY? I can't stop listening to LVATT. Woo, I kinda like What Did I do To Your Heart. Wooohooo. In 3 days, LVATT songs are already on 25 Most Played in my iPod. Yeahhh. ARGHHHHH. SCHOOOLLLL! SHITTTTTTTTTTTTT.

i'm done with superstars and all the tears on her guitar.

2009-06-11T12:51:00.000-07:00

i published a half page post but decided to delete it because it was too honest. when i'm ready, i'll post it. maybe.

just got back from the doctor, he said i had a problem..

2009-06-10T21:25:00.000-07:00

I REALIZED ITS YOU!

haha. okay. whatever. went to qb with Deanna. Actually with Aimi, Aisha, Daniel and Ezqil but I didnt really talk to them. Buat tak kenal ja. HAHAHAAHAHA. except for Aimi la, obvsly. she my sister for god sake. haha. then we watched 17 Again. Blablabla. The day goes on. Blahh. boring.

see you on the finish line :)

2009-06-09T23:42:00.000-07:00

I would be lying if I said Turn Right is not my favourite song. Yeah, I love the song like so much. I have to say that I like LVATT the most of all the Jonas' album. My fav album used to be their self-titled album but LVATT is definitely tthe best. They've grown, agree? :)

Yeah, LVATT!

uhh, anyways, sapa2 tau tak what the hell had happened to afiqah and athirah? Oh well, Afiqah messaged me on MySpace yesterday with all the CAPS, like the hell. Looks like she's having fun in Australia. Nvm, ATHIRAHHHH, where in the world are you? BLAHHHHH. You're missing lost of stuff. Hell. Go listen to Turn Right. And why didnt you text me back? HA? Grrrr.

I had the best dream ever last night. YAY me.
Blahh, retard.

Ohh, and Radio Disney schedule :D

THURSDAY, 6/11
3pm PT - “World War III”
4pm PT - “Black Keys”
5pm PT - “Much Better”

FRIDAY, 6/12
3pm PT - “Poison Ivy”
4pm PT - “Don’t Speak”
5pm PT - “Before The Storm”

SATURDAY, 6/13
3pm PT - “Turn Right”
4pm PT - “What Did I Do To Your Heart”
5pm PT - “Fly With Me”

SUNDAY, 6/14
3pm PT - “Hey Baby”
4pm PT - “Keep It Real”
5pm PT - “Paranoid”

MONDAY, 6/15
3pm PT - Full Album Premiere
Hosted by Jonas Brothers and Ernie D.

I know, there's no Radio Disney but there's YOUTUBEEE :D
LVATT! LVATT!

Okay, I was wrong. Poison Ivy rocks just like Turn Right! Wooo, its awesome. I love the Jonas Brotherssssssss.

i love...

2009-06-08T02:55:00.000-07:00

Urban Outfitterssss! They had like the cutest clothes ever! But there's no Urban Outfitters here! The hell -.-' well, i think so. The clothes are like simple but okay, not cute but... idk the word but whatever. Its like the type of clothes I love. Its a wee bit Forever 21-ish but betterrrrr. Grrr. Maybe I'll shop online? As if my parents would let me :(

You should totally check out the accessories. They have like the most stylish sunglasses, way better than Forever 21. And the necklaces are so gorgeous. GODDAMMITTTT.

I soooo want them ohh and there's this ring like Maya Kibbel's(Nick J's bestfriend). and there's like more gorgeous necklaces. And I love the peace sign necklace. argh.

whenever i land my feet on US, my first stop would be Urban Outfitters, no suprise.
Oh yeah.

Standing here but you don't see me.

2009-06-07T01:32:00.000-07:00

and oh, Radio Disney is going to play the whole LV&TT this Monday, as if there's Radio Disney here but hopefully there's a really really nice person that will record it and have it on youtube :D So far, whats your favourite song from the album yo? I like all of them, i guess. HAHA. Just wait till the full song, rightttt?

UGHH, and I'm so pissed off. Why do I have to miss every live chat JB had? Like the last one, 5th june i think? I had to go to Kedah. Blahh. And the last last one, I had to go to Ipoh and the last last last one, i fell asleep. Grr.

everyone gets that itch, everyone hates that bitch.

2009-06-06T20:59:00.000-07:00

LINES, VINES AND TRYING TIMES! CANT WAIT!

weeee. i love taylor swift <3
"to me, fearless is not the absence of fear. it's not being completely unafraid. to me, fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me, fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again, even though you've been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshman year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again...even though every time you've tried before, you've lost. it's fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can't breathe without them. i think it's fearless to fall in love with your best friend, even though he's in love with someone else. and when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they'll never stop doing, i think it's fearless to stop believing them. it's fearless to say "you're NOT sorry", and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright...that's fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever afters."-Taylor Swift.<3>

oh, i'm gonna die tomorrow.

turn righttt.

2009-06-03T03:54:00.000-07:00

okay, so i have this thing for not having the urge to actually care about what's happening around me and all. which kinda made me a bitch. so its holidays and i didnt even bother to actually text/call or whatever any of my friends. yeah, so i have no idea wth is going on with any of them. i've been wondering why, but now i know. simple, i'm stuck with my very own fantasy that feel so real which made me exactly like this. sorry, but i can't help it. i have imaginary friends. they're so awesome which made me feel very boring around my real friends and i don't even care about them. but there's actually few of my friends are in in my fantasy but whatev. call me a very bad friend, i dont care because i know that. uhh, me and my fantasy. its pretty awesome, fyi.

went to queensbay with afiqah and my sis and her sis and some other people. yadayadayada.

so lastly, i have two words;
BYE AFIQAH!

ughh.

2009-06-02T05:27:00.000-07:00

first, i like holidays.
second, i hate holidays.

why? on holidays, i dont have to wake up early and on holidays, people with --- --- ---- back ---- ----- stupid -------- ------! i'm in no mood to be too honest. like wth. i hate them. if i tell you further info, they might know that im talking about them, as if they read my blog. but you get my point. whatever, whenever they ---- ----, i'll be in a very bad mood and i have no idea why. whatever.

I would see the world through your eyes.

2009-05-28T00:04:00.000-07:00

today was okay, i guess. oh, im infected with H1N1, i think thats the name because Nadhirah is a pig. Pfft yeah. Long story short; we're retarded. I'm stressing over the baju kedah, goddammit. Skipping school tomorrow. Oh yeah. So heather went back from school early today so yeah, i was lonely, kinda. okay, im bored. goodbye.

its you and me right now.

2009-05-27T05:17:00.000-07:00

i woke this morning and looked at myself on the mirror, i almost died.
I LOOK TERRIBLE! not the terrible as in ugly but terrible, terrible!
i thinks its because of the 'breakdown' yesterday.
or maybe because i've been getting too much sleep.

oh god, i look like a freaking living zombie.

to mieza and athirah; lol. mieza, welcome to the family yo! and athirah, its not that bad dreaming terlebih. aku pun kdg2 berangan nick jd aku punya boyfriend. uhh, lol :D and miezaaaa, i hate cliques too, goddammit!

-.-'

and ooh, i didnt go to school because i couldnt wake up. HAHA.

people are stupid. i just hate when people act like they're all up-to-date but they're not. for example, LOVE STORY, for fuck sake the song was like last year and everybody started to know the song this year and well, some of them keep saying to me that i'm ketinggalan zaman just because i dont sing along to the song. wth, arseholes. that song is like last year, and i moved on, bitch. there's like bunch of new songs from Taylor Swift and you idiots are still stuck with Love Story. pfft. So much for being up-to-date eh? ughh, wtf is wrong with me. i'm not saying i'm awesome or whatev but for god sake its just annoying. ARSEHOLES. and i couldnt stand fake JB fans. for example, this bitch. like wtf, first you like them, then you dont, then you like them. wtf, again. you're so fake. athirah would know who i'm talking about.

its you and me, forever.

2009-05-25T05:45:00.000-07:00

first of all, i'm dying right now. my parents aren't home and i'm supposed to babysit my retarded brother. help me. he's having a concert and the audiences are.. oh wait, there's no audience and my ears are full with melted brain. from 7 Things to Love Is On Its Way to Paranoid. Hasif, Hasif, what is wrong with you and he doesn't want to admit that he actually like jb. and for those who think that guys who likes JB are gay, for god sake my brother is FIVE, oh at least I think he is. Oh wait, he's fourrr and what's wrong for a guy to like JB? Answer me! arsehole.

oh well, i just can't stop listening to Fly With Me and I don't know why.

Oh, did you know that Nick Jonas is my cousin and I'm related to Athirah and Nadiah since Athirah is Nick's cousin and Nadiah is Joe's cousin. Complicated? We're freak and retards? Who cares, kan athirah? We love to dream and someday, maybe, just maybe it might come true. who knows if Nick might fall in love with me. Ahhh. HAHA. kidding.

holidays coming soon. YAYYY.

Fly with me.

2009-05-23T19:57:00.000-07:00

We're chasing stars to lose our shadow
Peter Pan and Wendy turned out fine
So won't you fly with me.

watched night at the museum 2 friday night. it was a nice movie. what made it hell lot better? THE JONAS BROTHERS. oh yeah, they made cute cherubs. I WANT TO HUG them. omg, the cutest thing ever. deanna and i screamed everytime when they're on the screen. and omg, nick's voice is like omg. and the end of the movie they had 'Fly With Me' it's an amazinggggg song. My favourite so far from LVTT.

PARANOID. The music video is awesome. The last part was funny.

FLYYYYYYYYYY WITH ME!

umm.

2009-05-16T21:19:00.000-07:00

to mieza & athirah; the burning up book is like nothing lahh :/ i think.

PARANOID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EXAMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TO MIEZA:

2009-05-15T23:20:00.000-07:00

two words; i'm jealous.

i have nothing mcm diorg. well, my sis ada baju mickey mouse mcm joe -.-' BUT BUKAN AKU. HAHA. athirah has the same shoes, umm what else? WARGHHH HAHAHAHAHA.

PARANOID VIDEO!
CANT WAITTTTTTTTTTTT!

argh. fuck you.

2009-05-15T03:42:00.000-07:00

idk why but people just love getting on my nerves. i hate it. its like they'll say something offensive and they won't even bother to say sorry. here's something i would like to say this somebody. you're not that pretty. you're not that awesome too. so stop acting like you're that great because you're not. i regret for having the thought that you're my best friend. pfft. stupid bitch, i hate you more than anything. you're like a total backstabber and i cant trust you at all. you told people my secrets. and its obvious much that you're a bloody bitch. fuck you. dont you know what secrets are? what if i tell the whole world your secrets. oh wait, I CAN. i could just post your bloody secrets here. but i won't. wanna know why? because i'm not like you. nothing like you. i dont go around telling other people secrets. it would make me feel better but it wont make me any better than you. so i won't. you said you hate backstabbers, but you're a backstabber yourself. so you hate yourself ayy? but wait, you said you love yourself? i just don't get you. i hate you. arghh. do you know that? ugh, and i hate it when you make the ooohh-heyy-im-so-pretty-look-at-me face! get over yourself. blahh. bitch.

my oh my.

2009-05-13T03:47:00.000-07:00

he got cuter. no way. a guy i drooled over. years ago. in fact, he's younger than me. okay, i used to have this thing for younger guys. and then TOO old guys for example- Gerard Way 30ish, Milo Ventigmilia 30ish and then Jared Leto 38, same age as my mom. how cool is that? hahh. And now, normal i guess? For example, Kevin, Joe & Nick Jonas. The loves of my life :) Back to the topic. HAHA. Nevermind, I guess I don't really care about having boyfriends or stuff. I don't even have any BOY friends. no kidding. i prefer not. How fun they can be I still hate them. Hah, the only boys that i love, you would know it by now :) Yes, and they are the only boys I drooled over, I talk about, I wish, I dream, I hope about. And if you still have no idea, its the JONASSSSSS :D I'm too lazy to go on. BYE.

cockroach killers or R.E.T.A.R.D.S?

2009-05-12T03:02:00.000-07:00

HAHA. choose! athirah and i go for R.E.T.A.R.D.S. somehow nadiah prefers cockroach killers. LIKE WTF much? if you're wondering what i'm talking about, im talking about my BAND with my pwn-some friends yo. HAHA. haven't ask Afiqah and Mieza yet which one they prefer. Oh well, if you're wondering who is in the band, here yahhh gooo;

Mieza; Lead Vocal & Lead Guitar
Nadiah; Vocals & Guitar
Afiqah; Vocals & Tambourine(LOL, mcm joe plakk :D)
Athirah; Drummer
Alya; MANAGER & Keyboardist! Heh.
Heather sayang :D ; our number ONE FAN! back up dancer & groupie. oh, and our MC. cheh.

HAHA. SAYAAAAAAAAANG HEATHER. You give me happiness. HAHA. and yeah, we dont have a bassist but whatev.

SO CHOOOOOOOOSE! cockroach killers or R.E.T.A.R.D.S?
:D

nadiah, athirah & izzaty rugi!

2009-05-11T00:05:00.000-07:00

HAHA. Shila from the Hannah Montana competition came to our school today! SGGS is the only school in Penang yg diorg pegi. Idk mana Mieza menghilang that time. HAHA. It was fun. The totally transformed the school hall jadi like.. WOWW. haha. mcm concert haha. it was funn. YAY. bye.

i'm freaking outttttt.

2009-05-09T00:47:00.000-07:00

first, i can't stop listening to Paranoid. second, i still can't stop listening to Paranoid. I can't wait for L,V&TT.I need to study. Exam's in like.... 9 day? ARGH.

And ughh, I can't find any nice layouts. dammit.

That’s why my ex is still my ex.

2009-05-08T00:37:00.000-07:00

haha. funny title huh? well, thats a line from my new favourite song, PARANOID! oh yeahh.

Might be paranoid
I’m avoiding the lines cause they just might split
someone stop the noise
I dont know what it is but it just don’t fit
consider me destroyed
i don’t know how to act because i lost my head
i must be paranoid
i never thought it would come to this

oh yeah, i like it. not my favourite from all of their songs but i still like it. the lyrics are kinda lame but the music is greaaat. its like 80's pop rock type of stuff. and wow, nick has grown. haha. the song is more to pop than rock. you should listen to it.

buhbye. watching jeepers creepers. (and this is for real, athirah :D)

EDIT: bloody blogger. my layout was spoiled. i'll changed to a new one later.

haaa.

2009-05-07T04:39:00.001-07:00

skipped school today because i am not ready for Chinese oral test.
oh yeahhh :D

i...

2009-05-06T20:24:00.000-07:00

turned 14 today! woot. woot.

my friends surprised me on recess. they bought a cake. a jonas cake, to be exact. lol. i was like 'omg, omgg' HAHA. it was embarrassing because its was like so public. i kid you not, everybody was staring. haha.

ARGH.

2009-05-05T05:26:00.000-07:00

wtf athirah, you didnt tell me that they kissed at the end 0.o
THATS MY LUCAS!:D

boreeeed.

2009-05-02T07:56:00.001-07:00

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First:
Who is your #1?:	Kevin, Joe And Nick Jonas :D
Put your ipod on shuffle.
When you think of him/her, the first thing that comes to mind is::	Revolusi. Umm. LOL?
The last time you saw him/her you (felt)::	Gives You Hell. Tidakkkk :D
If you had to give him/her words of wisdom, you would say::	Miserable At Best. HAHA. WTH WEYH?
Your future with him/her can best be described as::	Stop And Stare. Tak dak harapan la tu :(
Your love for number 1 is like::	Keep Holding On. OH YEAHHH :D
If you and number 1 were to spend a night alone, you'd most likely:	Rooftops. err?
This describes exactly how they feel about you:	Speed Of Sounds. Umm WTH.
Your relationship with number 1 is often seen as:	Kung Fu Grip. HAHAHAHAHHA.
Number 1 is most likely to:	Haunted. LOL.
He/she is most known for:	American Boy. HAHA.
If you could do anything with number 1, you would:	Pain. HAHA. gila.
If you two lived together you'd probably often think::	Stranger. sumpah takkkkk.
At a party, he/she would most likely be:	Baba O Riley. ahahaha.
If you were trapt on an island with just this person, you would:	Farhana. HAHAHA. WTF.
If you were ever really sad, number 1 would try to help by:	Your Guardian Angel. Awww :)
Every time he/she sees you, he/she thinks::	Suratan Atau Kebetulan. ehhh?
Your honest opinion about him/her is that:	Leavin' WHATTTTT?
Number 1 loves this more than anything::	Cancer. LOL. diabetese would make a better answer :D
Their kids will be very:	dont speak. AHHAHAHA
You secretly want to tel to him/her:	ku tlah jatuh cinta. BTULLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
At a sleepover, number 1 is most likely to bring:	kasihnya laila. HAHAHAHAHAH. wtf.
Their favorite thing to eat is:	i dont care. oh wait, I DO CARE! :D
Their sex is best described as:	Touch My Body. EWWWW. WTF.
If you were to kiss this person, you would think::	Long Road To Ruin. Ummm?
A secret fetish of this person is:	Shake It. LOL?
Everytime you touch them, he/she thinks/feels::	Collide. Gila?
Their life is best described as:	Last Minute. HAHHAHA
He/she is nothing like:	Savior. GILA KA APA?
If they asked you for advice, you would tell him/her::	4 in the morning. lol.
The last time you saw this person you wanted to:	happy ending. aww :D
Right now, she/he is:	the end. ehhh?
Everytime you two hangout, other people start thinking:	gotta find you? HUHHH?
A personal goal for this person would be to:	Doa Taubat. LOL. betul kot. :D
He/she sings this song in the shower every morning::	pocketful of sunshine :D
The worst thing about number 1 is:	action. HOHOHO.
Their ideal love could most likely be described as:	lost in love. HAHA. padan muka kau.
If given super powers, the first thing they would do is:	lips of an angel. LOL.
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2009-05-01T20:18:00.000-07:00

i watched X-MEN Origins: Wolverine just now. It was great. I don't like the ending though. So now I get who is Logan. yadayada. Will.I.Am is so hooooot. I had a celebrity crush on him since BEP. lol. ewww. Ryan Renolds is hottt. This is for real :D I still don't like what happened to him in the end. Hehhh. It was a good movie.

bye :D

allow me...

2009-04-30T06:56:00.000-07:00

to express my bloody feelings. first, i hate you. second, i still hate you. bitch. go to hell. you're not that awesome. your not that pretty neither hot nor beautiful. what makes you think you're better than everyone else? you're not, bitch & i'm not that stupid as you think ohkay? and stop talking bad about other people. you have no right because you're a nobody so go to hell. knowing lots of oh-so-cute guys does not make you any better than me. i don't bloody care about guys, bitch. your head is so full with boys and you dont even care about god. babi. you and your boyfriend made me wanna puke. i kid you not. JUST BECAUSE LUCK IS NOT ON YOUR SIDE, IT DOESNT MAKE US THE VILLIANS. babi babi babi. don't act all cool, you're not. so deal with it. you're a sick person. same goes to you and your bitchy bestfriends.

babi, kau igt kau tu bagus sgt la. kau igt kau tu cun satu dunia nak kat kau. setakat laki muka mcm pencuci longkang mcm kau punya boyfriend tu pun bleh ska kat aku. aku tau kau benci aku. same here. aku lagi benci kau. perangai macam paria. just because otak kau terlebih mature, igt kau tu bgs sgt la. YES, kau la perempuan paling cun kat dunia ni. satu universe nak kat kau. pergh.

you're so cheap, bitch. you know, if you dont act like this, i won't even bother because i really dont care. buttttt, you pissed me off bitch. you're not THAT awesome. kau igt kau la betul. kalau kau betul sangat awat results mcm paria. bodo.

I'M NOT SAYING I'M AWESOME OR CLEVER OR WHATEVER. but its you. try to think about it. yeah. you. fyi; this person is not from gmc, sooooo gmc jgn duk terasa.

-.-'

my current favourite soooong :)

2009-04-30T02:41:00.001-07:00

Love
Showed up
At my door
Yesterday
It
Might sound cheesy
But i wanted her to stay

I fell in love
With the pizza girl
Now i eat pizza
Every day
I fell in love
With the pizza girl
Now i eat pizza
Every day

I
Was stuck
In a box
For so long
Now
I say
That the pizza girl
Shes the one for me
Yeah

I fell in love
With the pizza girl
Now i eat pizza
Every day
I fell in love
With the pizza girl
Now i eat pizza
Now i eat pizza
Now i eat pizza
Every day
Oh

oyeahhhhhh :)

you....

2009-04-28T04:20:00.000-07:00

dear homeworks and studies, you spin my head right round right now.
oh waittt, does it make any sense? guess not. whatever.

i hate school, exams, homeworks and what else? pretty much everything in the world beside jonases :) and my family and my friends. oh well. im speechless because im eating. hahaa. byebye.

OH WELL, I LOVE THE JONAS BROTHERS.
oh wait, i want to do a dedication for them. i guess eating can wait. umm lol :D

oh well, 'jonas' is something a must for me to say in every conversation. i live for jonas. besides god, duh. i've known them since 2005. american dragon. oh yeahh. joe looked like asian. awkward. but they were cute. i was asking my friends at school have they heard of them, the answer is no, obvs. then, yadayada i was too busy addicted to MCR. HAHA, i know. from emo to err no idea. back to the story, haha i guess it was late 2007 i started to like them. like obsessed, addicted, in love, and you know the story. OJD. haha. lol. so yeah, i love them more than anything. so yeah, last year my fav jonas was joe. this year is nick and next year will be kevin :D haha. they are the reason im still breathing. they made me smile. the goofiest guys i have ever known. how much they loooove music and their fans. bukan mcm bunkface! kekwat. grrrr. hahaha. okay, maybe joseph sudah berubah tapi kita masih ada nicholas dgn kevin. tak begitu? :D im hungry. byebye.

oh well.

2009-04-27T04:10:00.000-07:00

Taylor Swift said that she's paranoid and Jonas Brothers' new single is from the album Lines, Vines & Trying Times is 'Paranoid'. Revenge or else?

oh yeahhhh :D

i...

2009-04-25T18:54:00.000-07:00

lost my pola. im doomed.
im dead.

One song, about a girl.

The Wanted Part 1

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

ARGGGGGGGGHHHH

:/

Day 3 Your views on drugs and alcohol

Day 2 Where you'd like to be in 10 years

Look up, I look up at night.

i wanna be forever stunted

obladi oblada life goes on brahhh

You might be a big fish fish in a small pond, doesn't mean you've won.

Blahblahblah.

AWSHUMNESH.

He's a reaaaaal nowhere man.

Left 4 dead

untitled.

Life is life.

Blackmasking shit.

You need someone older and wiser telling you what to do.

It's 2 A.M and I'm cursing your name.

You're untouchable.

I'm invisible and everyone knows who you are.

Love is on it's way.

Nothing comes without a cost, that life is just a game we lost.

My parents are 28% strict

You have found her, now go and get herrrr.

Take a sad songgg, and make it betterrr.

Normal to paranormal (;

Pools of sorrow, waves of joy.

All the lonely people, where do they all belong?

I read the news today, oh boy...

The Sun is up, the sky is blue, it's beautiful and so are you(:

R.I.P. John Lennon. 12/08/80

I'm A loooooooser.

Kumbang (;

BOUNCE!

My life according to the Jonas Brothers.

*Insert happy-wappy face here* :D

Maybe I'll even laugh about it someday, but not today.

Stop and erase, cause I’m gonna wipe that smile off your know-it-all face .

She's an underdog.

And when I turn 94, I think I'll miss you even more.

To my very first love;

Where are you now? Cuz I'm thinking of you.

Don't you close the book on me.

and i die, one day at a time.

School, shittttt.

that's when i look at you.

im pissed, thank you very much.

fake fake fake.

a little bit longer, and i'll be fine.

Every hello ends with a goodbye.

JB Livechat.

but i'll be there forever.

ZOMGGG.

wtf peopleeee.

Okay, whatever.

Weekends.

ARGH.

confessions.

If i had my way, we talk and talk all day.

okay so.

EMM WOW BITCH.

Its too much quiet in here.

HAHAHHAHAHA.

i am legend.

whoa.

OMG! OMG :P

and the black keys...

GIVE ME SOME POISON BABY! :D

i'm done with superstars and all the tears on her guitar.

just got back from the doctor, he said i had a problem..

see you on the finish line :)

i love...

Standing here but you don't see me.

everyone gets that itch, everyone hates that bitch.

turn righttt.

ughh.

I would see the world through your eyes.

its you and me right now.

Insert happy-wappy face here :D